I've intentionally hurt people in my past and while I couldn't go back and undo my mistakes, I could change who I was. And I currently did. I think it takes someone breaking your heart like never before to truly change you. You definitely can't change the person you were or the things you did. You can't re-live the things you wish you wouldn't have done, right? Don't talk about it. Instead change who you are and live like no one would believe you actually did those horrible things. Be who you want to be. It was so hard to change people when people keep blaming on your fault, change yourself for good like no one could see your changing but sooner or later they will found that you've changed, a lot. I mean yaa change for good. No one looks out for you, like you can. And surely never make your life decisions based on what everyone else thinks is right, or what the world says is right. Just do what is right for you, follow your heart and instinct, it's just too tired to fulfill others' expectation, ain't it? I didn't live in this temporary dunya for fulfill other's expectation on me yet I'm trying to be good as at least I can spread positive vibes to others, may Allah grant my wishes. And of course at least, people could remeber me when I am no longer here. In shaa Allah.
Most dreams can come true but we need to be courageous to pursue them. We (most probably I), I need to get out of my comfort zone. I need to invest time and energy. If I just dream and avoid making changes in my life nothing will happen except feelings of frustration and missed opportunities. If I wantmy dreams to come true I need to do something about them. Not one day but right now. Procrastination is not an option. Pen-off, bye.